Just over two weeks before, Jahrae had come face to face with Mohammed Omar in a remote Afghani village. Jahrae tentatively responded to a request to meet and forge some compromise, one that would allow the Taliban to give up its fight for Afghanistan, yet safe face. Although suspected of insincerity, llhaesa, who first received [...]
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XCVII – dreams and remembrance
Posted in 51 Pegasi, Addison, Arrhazon, Arrkarhara, Brellian, Dolores, Jahrae, Jamie Collins, Ronnie, Tim, llhaesa, tagged fiction, story telling, literature, feminist fiction, lesbian fiction, feminism, lesbian, writing, online books, eBooks, creative writing, stories, novels, online novels, blog novels, lesbian-novels, books, lesbian books, lesbian literature, lesbian stories, blog fiction, original fiction, fiction writing, online authors, science fiction, lgbt fiction, writing-inspiration on 18 June, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
XCVI – the man who never knew
Posted in 51 Pegasi, Aailhra, Addison, Dolores, Ronnie, llhaesa, reiki, tagged fiction, story telling, literature, feminist fiction, lesbian fiction, feminism, lesbian, writing, online books, eBooks, creative writing, stories, novels, online novels, blog novels, lesbian-novels, books, lesbian books, lesbian literature, lesbian stories, blog fiction, original fiction, fiction writing, online authors, science fiction, lgbt fiction, writing-inspiration on 17 June, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
The method of travel was traditional, something out of their past, one from but two years ago and one they still occasionally made use of, yet it somehow felt outmoded, from further back in time. Addison and Ronnie headed south on Interstate 93, Addie driving in their family SUV, their destination Boston, where mother and [...]
L – a headache to home part I
Posted in Addison, Arrhazon, Arrkarhara, Brellian, Dolores, Dr Elsrensia K’avahra, Jahrae, Serada, llhaesa, tagged blog fiction, blog novels, books, creative writing, eBooks, feminism, feminist fiction, fiction, fiction writing, lesbian, lesbian books, lesbian fiction, lesbian literature, lesbian stories, lesbian-novels, lgbt fiction, literature, novels, online authors, online books, online novels, original fiction, science fiction, stories, story telling, writing on 13 April, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
The first moment of conscious awareness was of her eyes fluttering open, though their bedside clock appeared blurry as she struggled to shake off eight sound hours of sleep. Jahrae pulled herself upright, her hands rising to wipe away the fogginess from her eyes. With a second glance at the clock, the time clearly showed [...]
V – nightmare in serenity
Posted in Addison, Arrhazon, Dolores, Dr Elsrensia K’avahra, Jahrae, Ronnie, llhaesa, tagged blog fiction, blog novels, creative writing, eBooks, feminism, feminist fiction, fiction, fiction writing, lesbian, lesbian fiction, lesbian literature, lesbian stories, lesbian-novels, literature, novels, online authors, online books, online novels, original fiction, stories, story telling, writing on 19 February, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Tree frogs are both a harbinger of, and a rite of, New Hampshire spring, at least in rural areas. Small in stature and loud of noise, the soothing warble of a tree frog perhaps finds its reputation enhanced by its seasonal association, via its renowned proclamation that suggests ‘to hell with winter, spring is here!’ [...]
CCXLVIII – family freedom
Posted in Addison, Anita, Dolores, Dottie Salston, Jahrae, Serada, llhaesa, tagged blog fiction, blog novels, blog stories, blog-books, creative writing, e books, e novels, eBooks, feminism, feminist, feminist fiction, feminist literature, feminist stories, feminist writing, fiction, lesbian, lesbian books, lesbian fiction, lesbian literature, lesbian stories, lesbian writing, lesbian-novels, literature, online books, online novels, original fiction, story telling, writing on 25 December, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
In an undisclosed location outside of Washington, Ronnie, Addison, Serada, and Anita lived under guard, guards who served dual purpose: keeping others away, and keeping the family from leaving. Dolores O’Brien was not required to remain, but chose to stay with the family anyway, helping them through this trying time. All tired of the confinement [...]
CCXIX – visionary friend
Posted in Barbara Millwood, Dolores, Ronnie, Susan Woodward, llhaesa, tagged blog fiction, blog novels, blog stories, blog-books, creative writing, e books, e novels, eBooks, feminism, feminist, feminist fiction, feminist literature, feminist stories, feminist writing, fiction, lesbian, lesbian books, lesbian fiction, lesbian literature, lesbian stories, lesbian writing, lesbian-novels, literature, online books, online novels, original fiction, story telling, writing on 6 December, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Susan arrived on board the Naval Academy yacht on the same day of llhaesa and her family’s arrival. Barbara felt Susan’s presence might help the Salstons with the government perspective, help as a friend offering moral support and spiritual assistance if needed, as well as ponder and assess their vulnerability from an intelligence analyst’s point [...]
CCXI – another bay, a different purpose
Posted in Addison, Alicia Ellenwood, Anita, Barbara Millwood, Dolores, Ronnie, Serada, llhaesa, tagged blog fiction, blog novels, creative writing, eBooks, feminism, feminist fiction, fiction, fiction writing, lesbian, lesbian fiction, lesbian literature, lesbian stories, lesbian-novels, literature, novels, online authors, online books, online novels, original fiction, stories, transgender, writing on 30 November, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
While Barbara powered the Corsair 28 at exhilarating speed, Addison and Serada, replete in bright yellow life vests, soaked up the bright and warm late June sunshine. The temperature was an comfortable 85° Fahrenheit, perfect for time on the Bay. The girls sat in the aft portion of the boat, laughing at how the wind [...]
CCIX – transference and reunion
Posted in Addison, Alicia Ellenwood, Barbara Millwood, Dolores, Ronnie, Serada, llhaesa, tagged blog fiction, blog novels, creative writing, eBooks, feminism, feminist fiction, fiction, fiction writing, lesbian, lesbian fiction, lesbian literature, lesbian stories, lesbian-novels, literature, novels, online authors, online books, online novels, original fiction, stories, transgender, writing on 29 November, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Around 9:00 am, the telling toll of many footsteps signalled the approach of visitors to Ronnie’s hotel suite. Within seconds came a knock upon her door, and uncertain as to the identity of the visitors, she opened the door with the safety latch in place. Looking back at her in anticipation of entry was Barbara [...]
CCIV – revelations and connections
Posted in Addison, Alicia Ellenwood, Anita, Barbara Millwood, Dolores, Jamila Karenga, Ronnie, Serada, Susan Woodward, Tim, llhaesa, tagged blog fiction, blog novels, creative writing, eBooks, feminism, feminist fiction, fiction, lesbian, lesbian fiction, lesbian stories, lesbian-novels, literature, novels, online books, online novels, original fiction, stories, transgender, writing on 27 November, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
The more Jamila Karenga learned of llhaesa’s story, the more it came to dominate her thoughts and strengthen her wish to help. True to her stated intent, Jamila set up a crew just outside the CIA grounds at Langley, their express purpose to keep a close eye and record anything that might hint at the [...]
CCII – dark and light
Posted in Aailhra, Addison, Barbara Millwood, Dolores, Jahrae, Ronnie, llhaesa, reiki, tagged blog fiction, blog novels, creative writing, eBooks, feminism, feminist fiction, fiction, lesbian, lesbian fiction, lesbian stories, lesbian-novels, literature, novels, online books, online novels, original fiction, stories, transgender, writing on 26 November, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
When Kevin left her for the night, he turned out the light, leaving the room in darkness. Llhaesa had no food, water, or access to sanitation, but was free to move about the room – the room held but four chairs and a table, nothing else, at least nothing in her first quick search of [...]
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raison d’être
Over the past seven months, writing the individual stories of llhaesa and Jahrae, as well as their common story, has taken a special place in my heart.
There are some elements, those with playful exchanges, or those where discussion is heavier, that grab hold of my emotions, sometimes even grab hold of my thoughts, weighing upon me during the day.
llhaesa’s story has been welling inside of me for some significant time in rough form. The story is a by-product of coping with gender dysphoria, of being a feminist and a lesbian, and dealing with all the issues related to being lgbt through my life, from closet to post-coming out; while finding – or perhaps stumbling - my way through.
Music is the catalyst, a translator of raw sensory information and feelings, that helps me take the cloud forming in my mind and shape it into story. Sometimes this is via the lyrics, other times through the melody, sometimes simply by way of the sound of an individual instrument.
Musical influences come from Delerium; Beth Orton; Dar Williams; Joan Armatrading; Sarah McLachlan; Tori Amos; Natalie Merchant; Heather Nova; Tracy Chapman; Linda Perry; Alanis Morissette; Bruce Springsteen; Brooke White; Roxy Music; and many others.
There is no order to the posting of story elements or in writing them; each is posted randomly in time, of character, of place - much like how we might share stories from our lives with another. There are times when I will string together elements, and that pattern is evident in the rescue of llhaesa and the subsequent reunion.
Most of the novel is told via a narrator; with one exception. Writing llhaesa’s last day from her perspective - what she experiences, what she sees unfold around her, how she views and reacts to these things – seemed more compelling and interesting. I added one final element to this that actually is not of her last day on Arrhazon, but in her coming out here.
There are six posts told from llhaesa’s real time experience. These story elements (in her words I-VI) are the most interesting and fun to write, as well as the most emotionally draining. As I write this, 29 posts remain in book one, and the last ten have proven the most demanding emotionally.
Some of the story involves an element of science fiction, necessary to bridge the connection between the two worlds, the disconnects, the reconnects. It is not my intent to fashion a tale of science fiction, and the parts that touch on it will remain an essential minimum. The true intent is to share a humanist and feminist story, one where two worlds struggle to find their way to gender equality. The main protagonists are lesbian, and we get to see where at least on one world, this is no issue. Our world can have issue with us, and in this story, one gets to watch as both worlds find their way to creating more accepting and equal societies. The next book will find llhaesa facing this issue square on.
The story consists of 300 individual elements, which when collectively read forms a story of book length. As written currently and displayed on the blog, this is a rough draft; changes will likely be made over time to already published elements.
This is Book One, as what follows post 300 will best be framed into its own book. The second will address issues that will be at once interesting and challenging to explore and contemplate - building upon the story told in Book One. Llhaesa, drawing upon idealism, optimism, and an incredible ability to motivate, will tackle issues in ways I believe most all of us in the lesbian community would wish to see unfold in actuality. If nothing else, the story allows us to get lost in fantasy for a while.
While the title is ‘world’s undone,' this is really the life story of and the results triggered by an incredibly talented musician and activist. Llhaesa refuses to sit idly by while gender discrimination harms the women of her world and freedom is lost on one world, paying a terrible price for her effort. When she resurfaces here, now it is our turn to face her challenges to a world resulting from her unrelenting vision and dreams.
Jahrae, while prominent throughout the story, is sort of the unsung hero, the person who grows through the story to become a formidable presence in her own right. This is by design, and her growth is a perfect match to llhaesa, who needs someone to challenge and inspire her to new learning, to new creativity.
As I wrote the story, note that I originally did not plan on having the children parented by Jahrae, Ronnie, and llhaesa. Initially my intent was for friction to build, to show that sometimes we run into difficulty seeing eye to eye with our spouses. In the end, I could not do this, for my idealism and optimism, of trying to craft something as it should be, got in the way.
say that again?
Aalon:
A.ah.lawn
Aailhra:
A.yul.har.rah
Arrhazon:
Are.ha zawn
Brellian:
Brr.L.lee.an
Chsensera:
Cheh.sen.sear.rah
Cshrehyi:
Sess.ray.hee
Djellrin:
Dee.jell.er.in
E'sphara:
E.ss.far.ruh
Gl’nsiel Frehsan:
Jellen.sheel Fray.shawn
Hrilleae:
Ha.rill.ee.ay
I'Isahra M'lensa:
I.ih.sah.rah Mah.len.sah
Jahrae T'srha Khentavra:
Ja.ha.ray Teh.share.ahh Ka.hen.tahv.rah
Jesnsera Sserhara:
Ja.ess.en.sear.ah Say.sear.ahh
Elsrensia K’avahra:
L.sir.rent.sha Kah.hah.vair.ah
Khaehala:
Kay.ha.la
Khahishra:
Ka.ha.heesh.ruh
Kyielra:
Ka.E.I'll.ra
llhaesa ahrella t'yaeli:
laa.hay.ess.sah are.ha.rell.la tay.lye
Lzrehae N’seseh:
Lah.zer.ra.hay N.sha.say
M'sela J'serhn:
Mah.sell.ahh Jay.sehr.hen
M'traliel Zralensa:
M.tra.lee.ell Zee.ra.len.sah
Mrevan:
Mm.ruh.van
Njesera:
En.djuh.say.rah
N'rellia:
N.rell.lee.ah
Olterian:
Oh.L.tear.E.an
Saehressa:
Sigh.ah.ress.ah
Serada:
Sir.rah.da
Sjre Jlrasre:
S.jer.ray Jas.sell.rass.er
Sk'vra Kjurha:
Skeh.var.rah Kah.jour.rah
Vreloran:
Vreh.lore.an
Zreltian:
Zzer.L.she.an
people and places
- 51 Pegasi
- Aailhra
- Aalon
- Addison
- AGA
- Ahrella T'srha
- Alicia Ellenwood
- Anita
- Aolaera T’rlassi
- arlkhala
- Arrhazon
- Arrhazon College
- Arrhka
- Arrkarhara
- Barbara Millwood
- Bill Green
- Boston
- Brellian
- Casey
- Chris Kappel
- Chsensera
- city north
- Cshrehyi
- David
- Djellrin
- Dolores
- Dottie Salston
- Dr Elsrensia K’avahra
- Dr. Ed Ellsworth
- Dr. Wrehsx
- E'sphara
- Empo
- Ensign Sserhara
- Gl'nsiel
- Henry Smithson
- Hrilleae
- Hyassil Lvolamihr
- I’Isahra M’lensa
- Ibrahim Harare
- J'saera
- Jahlaera Oserehi
- Jahrae
- Jamie Collins
- Jamila Karenga
- J’luhre Forest Preserve
- Jesnsera
- Jredvarha City
- Keene
- Kendra Canton
- Khaehala
- Khahishra
- Kukaeshra
- Kyielra
- Lajxa R’chr
- L’juriloe Jsequelha
- Lisa Grennon
- llhaesa
- London
- Lzrehae
- M'sela J'serhn
- M'traliel
- Marcia Paang
- Margaret Okoro Nwosu
- Mark Cahill
- M’korae
- Melissa Kappel
- Miahsara Kensoli
- Mrevan
- N'rellia
- N'rellia Naturally
- Nenseru Woods
- Njesera
- North 41
- Old City
- Olterian
- Oluraesa Y’elorha
- reiki
- Ronnie
- Sabah Fayed
- Saehressa
- Sara Beth
- Sarah Montarra
- Sarah Willingham
- S’salihn
- SEQ
- Serada
- Sjre Jlrasre
- Sk'vra
- Sohrae H’ahlser
- southeast quadrant
- Susan Woodward
- Sylvia Washington
- The Highlands Inn
- Tim
- V'aesza
- Vicki
- Vreloran
- Watershed Regional
- Y'sre School of Music
- Zreltian
who’s who
Aalon:
Chief Curator of N’rellia Conservatory of Music
Aailhra:
Arrhazonan equivalent to Reiki
Addison:
Ronnie and llhaesa’s eldest daughter
Arrhazon:
llhaesa & Jahrae home world
Brellian:
Unstable Arrhazonan dictator
Chsensera:
Child friend of llhaesa and Jahrae
Cshrehyi T’yaeli:
llhaesa’s brother
Djellrin Khentavra:
Jahrae’s dad
E'sphara:
Owner of E’sphara Artist Colony
Gl’nsiel Frehsan:
Chief of Government after Brellian
Hrilleae Khentavra:
Jahrae’s mum
Admiral I'Isahra M'lensa:
Commander of Equality
Jahrae T'srha Khentavra:
llhaesa’s wife, and Ambassador
Jesnsera Sserhara:
hero of revolution who saves Jahrae
Ensign Jesnsera Sserhara:
daughter of Jahrae’s friend & wife of Chsensera
Elsrensia K’avahra:
Physician and revolutionary
Khaehala:
Chsensera’s mum
Khahishra:
llhaesa’s college roommate and M’traliel’s wife
Kyielra:
victim of murder, witnessed by young Jahrae
llhaesa ahrella t'yaeli:
musician and leader of two worlds
Lzrehae N’seseh:
Government employee and discoverer of important documents
M'sela J'serhn:
llhaesa’s college advisor
M'traliel Zralensa:
friend of llhaesa, and first lover
Mrevan:
llhaesa’s dad
Njesera:
Head of government records department
N'rellia:
Llhaesa’s college and most prestigious school on Arrhazon
Olterian:
Concert promoter
Saehressa:
llhaesa’s mum
Serada:
Ronnie and llhaesa’s youngest daughter
Sjre Jlrasre:
Café owner
Sk'vra Kjurha:
llhaesa nemesis and future hero of revolution
Vreloran:
government technician who helps llhaesa
Zreltian:
Former Arrhazonan Chief of Government
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15 recent tales
- XCVII – dreams and remembrance
- XCVI – the man who never knew
- LCV – stirred by the sea part II
- XCIV – stirred by the sea part I
- XCIII – declarative adulthood
- XCII – hostage to the hills part II
- XCI – hostage to the hills part I
- XC – revenge of the acoustic guitar
- LXXXIX – uncommon on the common
- LXXXVIII – recruiting parents
- LXXXVII – the ways of fate
- LXXXVI – may the waters set you free
- LXXXV – the problem with problems
- LXXXIV – serry’s choice
- LXXXIII – multi-generational mischief
historical tales
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